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  <p class="NewStyle15">Now that I'm getting near to El, I'm noticing her swollen eyes. I can't hold her as she has a fever. I'm in double pain because I can't help her and I want to take care of her, but I can't because if I do, I'll suffer as well, yet when I'm the one who needs care, she doesn't hesitate to provide for all of my needs.
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  <p class="NewStyle15">I'm to blame for her current fever. I'm so self-centered that I didn't even consider how my decisions will affect her. She's a generous person who doesn't deserve what she's going through right now. Despite the pain I caused her, she did not change her attitude toward me. I'm not sure how I'll make up for it.
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  El&quot;s pov
  My eyes hurt a lot earlier when I woke up. The light was so dazzling that I almost went to the kitchen to brush my teeth while my eyes are close. When I got to the kitchen, I was very surprised by Ivan&quot;s presence. And I realized hat's why all the lights are on because he's still here. I&quot;m not used to having someone else at home every time I wake up so I was literally shocked and screamed because of him. He stated that I may appear to be well now, which is correct because I no longer have a fever. I was grateful and my fever immediately lost because Ivan could not always be here to watch over me.I also had no idea what would happen if no one came in to help me because I couldn't stand those hours. I will definitely be very weak because I can no longer prepare what I can eat.
  I'm not sure why I haven't learned to calm with Ivan. When I had a fever, I merely ca

  Ivan's pov
  I went to the kitchen to allow El and Jas some space to talk, but the pain in my chest didn't disappear. I'm not sure why, but I get the impression they're more than friends. Even though they said they were only friends, I'm not sure why I feel this way. I have a suspicion that Jas is the reason I saw El in such a condition, but I don't have the valid right to ask or hit that man for hurting El because I lack sufficient evidence and because I am not El's boyfriend for jealousy. I'm not sure if we're friends, so I'll remain silent for the time being. Also, it appears like El and Jas are getting along, because if my suspicions are accurate, she will disregard and be upset with Jas. I'm confident that El will not allow herself to be hurt, and that she will forgive those who have.
  I'm thirsty, so I drink some water. They converse for a long time, seemingly oblivious to the f

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  <p class="NewStyle15">Now that I'm getting near to El, I'm noticing her swollen eyes. I can't hold her as she has a fever. I'm in double pain because I can't help her and I want to take care of her, but I can't because if I do, I'll suffer as well, yet when I'm the one who needs care, she doesn't hesitate to provide for all of my needs.
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  <p class="NewStyle15">I'm to blame for her current fever. I'm so self-centered that I didn't even consider how my decisions will affect her. She's a generous person who doesn't deserve what she's going through right now. Despite the pain I caused her, she did not change her attitude toward me. I'm not sure how I'll make up for it.
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  <p class="NewStyle15">"Don't worry, Jas," she said, smiling.
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Chapter 23