Chapter 13

Everyone walked out of the kitchen/dining room leaving me and Mum Elaina behind to talk in silence. I fidget with the hum of my sweater with my gaze downcast refusing to see the anger in her eyes towards me "I am sorry please don't be irate with me," I say breaking through the silence between us, possibly my heart drumming in my chest was enough noise to break the silence. "you have the right to be angry but please don't be I can't take any more anger towards me," I say with tears wetting my jeans before meeting her gaze with pleading in the dept of my eyes " everyone I care and love is angry with me, my Mum, Dad, Sylvia, and most importantly Chance," I say with my gaze flicking between her and the dining table. I sniff while covering my face with my hands trying to collect myself before feeling a hand resting on my shoulder. I lift my head to meet the curious and confused look on Mum Elaina's face "I am not angry with you but at myself " she says taking a s