Chapter 21 Apology from the other side

Clare: I just can't believe I put such an allegation on him without even trying to investigate the truth. I am so ashamed of myself that I didn't even try to hear from him. Me getting angry at the way he reacted was justified but the way I thought so many things about him is so shameful. How can I think so bad about him you never give me any chance to complain. I'm feeling so low. He is holding me tightly I couldn't hold myself and I cried a little on his shoulders. I don't need anyone to make me sick or to make me ill, I can break my heart myself. I'm such a dumbass. Anna might had some back problems cleaning the glasses and that might made her scratch her back, but I am such an asshole to make up a story from nowhere. "I'm sorry" I repeated again with a crying throat. "It's okay, you thought from your side. I won't understand what you saw and how you felt" he replied by bringing his mouth near my ears. "I should apologize. I shouldn't have thought al