20 Damage Repair

~2 weeks later~ It had been a few weeks since Eric had broken up with Sarah and sadly that hadn’t changed, there had been no communication between them. Initially, as she was cooping herself in her hotel room, spending hours lying awake with complete darkness enveloping the room, she was faced with the urge to call him multiple times but managed to convince herself not to. Deep down Sarah knew that there was no convincing him, no amount of groveling would get him back. But she also knew that what he did was for the best, it was the right thing to do ultimately. She needed this space and time away from him to figure out what it was that she wanted. To understand why she didn’t let herself be happy with Eric in the first place. Whether or not she loved him was not the question here, but was she capable of loving him the way he deserved? No matter how understanding and sensible Sarah tried to be about the break-up, she was distraught on the inside. She was mourning so much, hur