Chapter 30-31

Ivis POV Something has been bothering me a lot lately, always seeing a person in my dream for a while, a smiling face looking at me with sad eyes, it was definitely hinted with disappointment but no, it"s a glint of regret and repressed loneliness. Reminding me of the look on my mom's face whenever she was bothered or disappointed. I always stare at people"s face, not that it was a hobby or a thing of mine, its not that I felt great when I look at people's eyes and its definitely not a habit either. I just like seeing expressions, different set of reactions whether it was a faked smile to hide pain, a laugh of bitterness, a hint of unnerving jealousy or a poker faced response. It would always bring a wave of excitement and an unending thrill to my boring life. Sure, I have everything but I never had this so called "genuine happiness" that many people speak about, it was quite confusing but it has its perks. Therefore, the journey of scrutinizing and unders