CHAPTER 99 - Left Out

　　(Jeff’s Thoughts) 　　Walking back to the hotel, all the conversations Kendra and I had keep on running inside my mind.? 　　There are many things I didn’t know about her, things that I should know about her. I am her fiance after all.? 　　“But why do I feel so left out? Why hasn’t she even shared these important information about her life? Am I not worth it?”? 　　So instead of going straight to the hotel room, I dropby the hotel bar and sit at the counter, and order some drinks.? 　　“Evening, man. What can I get you?” a bartender with a happy mood comes in.? 　　I lift my head and nod at him, “Yeah, can I get some scotch?” 　　“Clean or on the rocks?” he asks while preparing the glass.? 　　“On the rocks, bro, and make it two,” I order.? 　　“Oh, somebody’s starting really strong, tonight, any problems, man?” the bartender keeps on asking question.? 　　“nothing, just wedding blues,” this is the excuse that I give.? 　　“Ohh,” he seems happy about it, “Congratulations, man! And good luck!”