CHAPTER 138 - The Virgin’s Cravings (Until The End)

　　(Avery’s Thoughts) (Two Years After The Divorce)? 　　I am standing at the back stage of one of the famous morning talk shows here in NY. 　　I don’t know why I feel so nervous, well, it is my first TV appearance nationwide.? 　　Then I look at the mirror and fix myself, “Well, I am not yet ready to reveal my personality so I think of a way to hide my identity, and that is to use a penname and a sophisticated mask, like the ones you wear in a masquerade ball.” 　　A staff finally reaches out to me and say, “Miss Sparks, in a minute they are going to call you on stage. And your cue is the dimming light, okay?” 　　“Uh-huh,” I hesitantly answer.? 　　But she is there to boos and cheer me up, “Take a deep breath, relax, and remember, you are good, and you definitely got this!” 　　The sound from the crowd suddenly dies down and the voice of the host is heard. I look up at their gigantic spotlight and wait for the cue.? 　　I take a deep breath and say to myself, “You got this, Avery. You got th