CHAPTER 117 - Bombshell

　　(Avery’s Thoughts)? 　　“Hey, you’ve been crying since you and Seid talked but you never answer any of my questions,” I hear Dee comforting me while he’s driving back to his penthouse.? 　　But words can’t just escape my mouth. All I feel right now is heartache, pain, sadness, and guilt, a mixed emotion of thoughts, 　　“I wished I had known.” 　　“He should have told me.” 　　“I wish I would have been more understanding.” 　　But on the other note, this is how my mind goes,? 　　“I loved him for 10 fucking years, I was loyal, and yet he was a cheater.” 　　“He was a liar.” 　　“He deserved what happened to him.” 　　My brain feels like exploding and I feel suffocated, I think I’m having a panic attack. So I whisper to Dee, “S-stop the car, Dee.” 　　“Why, are you hurt or something?” he asks with full concern towards me.? 　　I can’t even bring myself to tell him, and because of frustration, I raise my voice, “Stop the fucking car!”? 　　All I ever want is to get out of that small moving box. I n