CHAPTER 103 - When I First Saw You

　　(Dmitri’s Thoughts)? 　　Finally, I woke up from that nightmare in the middle of the night. I thought I could let go of the past after lots of session with a shrink, and yet, here I am, still having nightmares.? 　　I went to the kitchen and reached for my medicine in the secret storage that only I know. Once in a while, I still meet with my shrink in Germany.? 　　I drink water and stare at the moonlight. 　　I sigh when flashes of scenes still appear in my mind. I rub my temples. Yes, I lied, so that no one would ask me of what happened. And I was right, no one reminded me of what happened, no one even dared to ask. That’s how I lived my life for the past decade, full of secrets, full of lies.? 　　And this has something to do with Avery, this is how our ill-fated relationship started.? 　　People say everything is a coincidence. They strongly believe that everything is fated. Every circumstance happens for a reason, and it depends on how we act according to what life brings us.? 　　But