Chapter 63

I didn't sleep all night, I tried to follow Dash last night but I couldn't reach him. I just heard the sound of his wrangler. I also don't know what other face I will face with him. I even met Zarius on his way home last night. He didn't even glanced at me.

I know it was all my fault, everything is in chaos now. I should accept it, I should be blamed. It is no one's fault, its mine! I ruined everything. I just cried all night as I hugged my son.

Im sorry Zari, for having a heartless and worthless mom like me. I do not know what to do. Because I shouldn't have kissed Zarius back if I still didn't love him.

"Mom, are you crying?" I turned to my son for a moment to wipe the tears from my eyes. I couldn't hide my swollen eyes because I cried all night.

"Mama's okay baby ..." Zari sat on the bed so I sat too. The concern on his face was obvious.

"You're lying mama ..." I stopped crying especially wh