Chapter 61

After that I had better just go down and go to the back of the house to clean and feed Dash's chickens. "Since your father is gone, I will feed you first!" I happily said to the chickens. Your grandfather has too many chickens! I laughed as they crowed one after another as if agreeing with what I had said. When I was in the middle of feeding them I stopped, just remembering something. I felt my heart, who I really love. "It's hard to choose between two choices that you know will hurt?" I squatted while watching the chickens eat. I know they won't answer me but this is the only place I can express my feelings. I'm really confused. "I don't know if I still love Zar or Dash. It's bigger than my part that I love Dash. But why is it that when Zarius is there, I'm still hurting?" I put my chin on both my knees. What does Dash get from feeding his chickens? I mean because he feeds every day or hour after hour and then sometimes he stays for a long time. Is he also talking