Chapter 5

CHAPTER 5 (I) "Wait Alyana where are we going ?!" I was surprised when he suddenly pulled me somewhere and it looked like we were spelling somewhere. "Just!" She said ad still dragging me. We're still wearing our uniforms! And it will get dark! "I'm really going to strangle you Maria Alyana! But he just smiled and kept pulling me, I also don't know why I pulled him here. "Wait what are we doing here?" I asked when we stopped at a bar. "Don't ask any more questions come ---" "Alyana! We're still minors! And I'm sure we can't go in there!" "Dont worry I'll take care of it." "Alyana ---" but he just pulled me, there were two bouncers watching. But I was even more surprised when Alyana just smiled at her and let us in. What was that?? "Wait, shouldn't they have stopped us?" "They just try!" Then she smirked, I just didn't say anything because I'm sure I won't get a sensible answer from her. When we entered, here was heard loud music that really shattered eardrums! And a lot of people dancing on the dancefloor, but most of them are drinkers. This is my first time here. "Excuse me, let the beautiful ones pass." Alyana promised the crowd, she kept pulling me. "Alyana!" But he didn't seem to hear me because of the loudness of the music, seriously! We"re crowded with a lot of people! We just stopped right opposite the stage, I saw there were instruments set. I tried to roll my eyes again, and Alyana and I were really noticeable in our school uniforms. "Just wait gurl!" But I just stared at Alyana, she looks happy and really got to dance, while I was just like a fool looking at the stage. Fuck! I should be on my room right now and studying! Why the hell I let Alyana dragged me in this kind of place? I immediately frowned when suddenly the music stopped, and then the loud screams of the people. "Woooah! Oh my God there it is!" Even Alyana is already ticklish. God! Looks like I'm the only one who doesn't know what's going on here! And that's how the masculinity of my eyes started when men came in and took their places on the instruments. "Oh My God! Go Moonstone !!!" Moonstone? I think I heard that somewhere, but I couldn't remember. But I don't know if my world stopped when the last man entered while holding a mic. Why is he here? I looked at Alyana and she gave me a teasing look. I looked at him but he just shrugged. I looked at the stage again and now Chaos' eyes are focused as if he is no longer surprised that I am here. I was about to turn my back when Alyana held me as if she knew I was leaving so she didn't let me go. "Good evening everyone! We are the Moonstone! Did you miss us?" Introduction to Chaos. The yabang! Miss your face! "Oo namiss namen kayooooo !!" I covered my ears with both of my hands, are people serious at the same time ?? Then I heard Chaos chuckled as if he wanted the tilian with him. I noticed that she was really looking at me earlier and this Alyana is obviously thrilled too! "We're flattered, even last night we met you too." He laughed again, I stared at him without really leaving his gaze. "Gurl you're melted." Alyana murmured in my ear. But I ignored him. "But tonight, I'll offer and prepare this song for the girl who captured my heart." People were immediately saddened by what he said. "Halaa! Sha you yonn !!" Alyana's promise is thrilling again. "It's not me." "Sorry guys, my heart has been taken." He was still looking at me so I was the first to avert my eyes, not because I was considered really irritated by the way he looked. "Awwwww!" People say, but I also hear something that seems to be thrilling. "But tonight is more special, so expect me to sing for you with all my heart." He looked at the people and then saken again. "And for him." He said again, now the people are scolding again. "Owemgeee! I knew it!" I heard Alyana. Ewww, as if I'm going to be thrilled by this wind. He signaled to his bandmates who were obviously happy for him as well, he first took an acoustic guitar from the side and put the strap around his neck and then put his mic on the mic stand so that he could sing while playing the guitar. I looked around and the people were already swaying. Lots of gimmicks! Kaazar! "You"re just too good to be true I can't take my eyes off you. " Okay, I admit his voice is cold and really charming, he sings it while his eyes remained close. "You"d be like heaven to touch I wanna hold you so much At long last love has arrived And I thank God I'm alive You're just too good to be true Can't take my eyes off you. " And this time, he opened his eyes and then looked again, I also don't know myself why I can't take my gaze away from his eyes, as if I am hypnotized with his gray eyes and his cold voice. "Pardon the way that I stare There's nothing else to compare The sight of you leaves me weak There are no words left to speak But if you feel like I feel Please let me know that is real You're just too good to be true I can't take my eyes off you. " Yeah! He can't take his eyes off me. But I feel like I'm not thrilled. "I love you baby And if it's quite all right I need you baby To warm the lonely nights I love you baby Trust in me when I say Oh pretty baby Don't bring me down I pray Oh pretty baby Now that I've found you stay And let me love you, baby Let me love you. " "GUYS!" Joyce insisted on telling us, we are currently in the pool and swimming. I was just quietly sitting on the lounge and watching them seem to enjoy. "Okay then, just raise your hand if you come tonight." Joyce told us, I saw them all raising their hands except me and Alyana. "I pass." I heard Alyana said, "I don't want to." I said coldly, bar hopping is really not my thing, they immediately got depressed. Joyce suddenly stepped aside from Alyana and took her on her shoulders. "Alyana please .. Come with us, enjoy your life you should be happy you shouldn't be the one mumbling about that Italian." I just quietly listened to them. When the incident in that bar suddenly came up in my mind. I sighed, I've been avoiding Chaos for a few days now, well I always avoid him maybe it's different now I just feel like it's different now. I shouldn't feel this way, and I'm sure I don't feel the slightest bit for her, but my heart said otherwise. It was as if I felt my heart ache. "Still no." I heard Maria Alyana answered. "Pleaseeee ..." Joyce said with twinkling her eyes. Then I saw Alyana's head nodding slowly so Joyce cant help to scream loudly. "Yes !!" they all shouted and then Joyce hugged Alyana. Mad people. After they agreed with Alyana, their attention went to saken. Im doomed I guess. "Shaina please !! Come with me, you just don't come." When Joyce insists, but I just quietly read my book. I pretended I hadn't heard. I felt that they had stopped carving but ... "It's okay, are you too. Chaos will still be here at home later." So I quickly raised my head, knowing Chaos is often really our house, And I don't want to see his face. "Okay I'll come." They almost jumped when I finally gave up, looks like I will regret this later. Maybe it's okay for me to go with them, it's like my throat is looking for alcohol. I only drink once so I have to give myself first. LOUD music and smoky surroundings opened up with my friends when we arrived at an exclusive club here in BGC, I took a deep breath, gere we go again I can't stop the memories I saw before. Stop thinking about him Sha! That man did you no good! I am just wearing a halter dress that is not too short, it suits me anyways. It's all about the clothes but I can't really bet on such clothes. Im a nurse so I should be wearing some decent clothes. Im also wearing my son strap sandals with only 2 inches heels, I'm tall so no need for killer heels. I stopped them when they want you to put some makeups, I'm beautiful in my own way so I don't need lipsticks on my face. It's just a weight. We were seated at the top and Joyce took the VIP, "Let's dance guys!" Joyce shouted at us, Scarlet, Rhea, Nica and Chiza immediately stood up. "Lessssgow!" Cried Rhea "I'm looking for jowa on the dance floor!" Ani Chiza "Come on guys!" Said Nica Joyce turned around, we were the ones left behind. "Kj!" Saad nya samen tapos umirap at sabay sabay na sila bumaba. Jayrose is as usual focused on his phone again. I'm just quietly drinking my wine, I'm not really in this place, I really don't want to be here so they just said maybe Chaos is at home and I have no choice but to come. I heard Alyana say something to Lalaina Joy, why she didn't drink anymore but I just ignored her. Then I heard someone calling my name, I knew his voice and I cant be wrong. "Sha." My eyes widened for a moment but my coldness returned immediately when I looked at him. He looks miserable in his aura as if he hasn't slept for days. God! What if someone sees him here? Doesn't a to think ?! "I came here for you, I was searching for you. I came from your house and also from the hospital. Then I called Joyce who said you were here." I sighed Heavily, you're really ready for Joyce! "I don't care if you come from our house. What do you need from me?" I said coldly staring in his eyes, I saw a sadness in his eyes but I didn't have a pake. "Let's talk somewhere please." Its voice is pleading. "Come home Chaos, we don't have to talk." I answer coldly, call me rude but I don't want to talk to him. Never. "No! Please I badly wanna talk to you." I was irritated when I stood up, why didn't he understand that I really didn't want to talk to him or see him? He's not even my boyfriend but if he behaves like that! Doesn't he feel like I don't want to be with him? Fuck this! "Why are you so naughty ?! Aren't you tired even though I'm always pushing you away ?! I already said I don't like you! I don't like men! What can't you understand there ?!" I shouted, I don't care if my friends are here, I don't like everyone who is forcing me even if I don't want to. I saw someone help tears from Chaos's eyes. I didn't even have a conscience or feel sorry for him. I feel nothing. Why is he making me cry? What is the reason for him to cry for someone like me who did nothing but hurt him? No! It was his fault! I told him in the first place that I didn't like him he was so persistent! The blame is on him not mine. "I told you I will never give you up, even it takes forever I'll wait for you." Then his voice suddenly broke, fuck! Why do I feel in my heart? No! I shouldn't feel this way! It can't be, I don't like men, he's just like my Daddy who will leave me too! I shook my head, there can't be a part of my heart that hurts me. I do not want this. I do not want No one said I got up and quickly got out of that pest place! I can't understand myself anymore but all I know is I don't like him! I feel like there's a following saken, And I'm pretty sure that's Chaos! I confronted him when we were outside the bar, no one else was passing by but there were cars somehow still passing by. "What are you doing here?" I said coldly, I just bravely met his eyes as if tired Me too Chaos, I'm tired. "How long are you going to push me away?" Weak but enough for me to hear. "Until you're really gone." He closed his eyes and looked at the sky, I saw his jaw clenched. You have to be strong and brave Sha, don't send this man. "You want me gone?" Her voice seemed to be broken by what I said. I swallowed first before nodding quickly. "How can I leave you when my heart stuck on you? I can't Sha, I really cant." "Make Chaos, you won't get anything out of it." "The one you saw last night with kasa ----" But I cut him off. "Don't, even if you explain it's useless. I already told you that I don't care." "But I just want to clear things ---" "No need, Chaos. You're leaving." I turned my back on him just as a taxi had stopped so I immediately stopped. He chased after me but I immediately closed the door and locked it. "Come on man." I promise the driver. Chaos is still knocking on the window. "Mom, sir?" Driver's question. "I don't know him." I said coldly, I saw Manong nodded his head slowly and started the car. I bit my lip, I could see in my peripheral vision that he was running and chasing the taxi. Please Chaos, stop me ... "NURSE Sha are you okay?" I just smiled and nodded at Thirdy, he is currently watching tv. "But you don't look okay." The sadness was obvious in his voice. "Nurse Sha is fine." "Flash report: Recently, the Vocalist of Moonstone band spotted together with Actress Diana Sandoval, these two caught a fan. The two were caught having a fun conversation at a famous restaurant in the country." Napatngin naman ako sa tv, tsk. Always playboy! Then the photo of the two was released, obvious on the face of the fool who was happy while the woman was happy. Is she even that popular? Eh I don't even know that woman! "I know him Nurse Sha!" I look in Thirdy's direction, he looks happy while pointing Chaos's photo with someone. "How did you know him, Thirdy?" I asked curiously. "He's the one who always gives me a gift!" He was happy to promise. What? Is Chaos he's referring to? The one who he's calling kuya? Wtf ?! "When's Thirdy?" "It's been a long time, I couldn't remember." He said innocently. I would like to ask a question in case I don't want to put pressure on the child. So when I did, I just nodded. "The two are starting to have fans and it looks like the two have been named, they named it 'Chaosna'. Many were happy and thrilled because of the spread of this photo. Many re -requested that the movie be made for the two. And Many fans are also suspicious of Chaos Walterson's posts on his Instagram account about the mysterious woman. Check out the photos. " I don't know, this shouldn't be what Thirdy is watching but he doesn't want to transfer it because he can't believe Chaos is an actor, and it looks like he's an idol now that windy! First picture, showed the picture of him biting into a choco butternut donut and the caption was. 'Its her favorite, so I must say this is my favorite too.' I saw Diana comment, she said that donut was her favorite, so there were thousands of likes on her comment, but even a reply from Chaos to the comments was not there. Fans' comments were also shown, comments reached 5k while likes reached hundreds of thousands. He's a certified playboy so that's not surprising. Next picture is her holding sunflowers, with her caption pulled out. This is the day he went to the hospital with flowers and I just threw them in the trash. 'I wished she won't throw it away again. It's a goodluck for me to meet her again. ' I saw another Diana Sandoval comment, as if to say it was for her. "Thirdy it's not good for your health that's what you're watching. Can Nurse Sha turn off the tv now?" I could no longer stand the winds of that man. "Okay Nurse Sha." So quickly at four o'clock I turned off the tv. I put Thirdy to bed first and hugged him. When I saw that thirdy turned a blind eye, my phone rang correctly. I took it out of the pocket of my scrubs. It was Sherina. "Ate." Bungad nya. I went out first before I answered him. "Sherina, why did you get called?" "Are you busy this Sunday?" "Nope, why?" "Because my aunt invites you to bond here at home all day. Is it okay with you sister?" "All right it's okay." My answer "Yesss! Her aunt will be happy! Thank you sister be careful always." His voice was soothing, he was really happy. I didn't bother to answer him and immediately turned off the call. I'm going to Love Café first, I'm a customer there so I love their coffee. Even though it's a bit far from the hospital, I really only want their coffee. Especially when they had a new coffee out then, that's why I always buy it. It was Almond Coffee, unique right? But it's delicious, the sweetness is just right and you can really taste the almonds. When I arrived at the parking lot, another face appeared. And its face was obviously happy. I guess, because it was reported that he was linked to that Diana. "What are you doing here?" Tsk, nothing seems to have happened at the bar before ah? As usual, he's wearing his hoody again and his mask is down on his chin, he smoothly puts his hands in both pockets. "My daily routine ofcourse, visiting my butternut." He smiled at his promise. To be continued...