Chapter 15

"BODY SHOT!" I was holding both my ears when I heard Arkuss shout, because the bottle hit Tellisha and Dare was her choice. He now has to follow Arkuss' order but he will drink three cans of beer.

"Okay game!" Tellisha boldly promised and stood up. Arkuss smiled and acted like he was thinking. "Who can take your body shot?" Arkuss asked thoughtfully as his eyes rolled around, I just saw Vino seriously drinking while looking at the fire in front and not caring around.

"Tsk." Even Zyke.

"Okay, it's up to you Tellie. Go on." Arkuss said, and seemed to like what was happening now. I roamed around my eyes, and caught again Zarius still looking into Sherina, but my sister was just smiling and watching them Tellisha.

I saw Tellie swallow first and take a deep breath, she looked at Zyke as she stopped in front of it. "N-no way!" Zyke's promise seemed shaky,

"Don't be so proud of yourself! Excuse me!" She rolled her eyes and just pushed Zyke next to her and she stopped in front of Vino, Even though it was dark I could see the redness on Tellisha's cheek. Vino still does the same and doesn't even care.

Wait, I smell something eh. So I looked at Chaos next to me and seemed to be asking what was up.

"Tellisha has a crush on Vino." He whispered on my ear and I felt him kiss it. I said as I nodded and stared at them again.

"Ehem." Tellisha, because Vino doesn't seem to see anything now. Vino looked up at Tellisha, I think a to was nervous. My forehead furrowed at how cold Vino looked at Tellisha. Tellisha's holding a wine and salt in her left hand.

"Ahm, II w-want ----" Tellisha couldn't continue what she was going to say when Vino stood up, Vino was about to leave but I was even more surprised when Zyke also stood up and held Vino's arm which is why he stopped ito.

We were all surprised even Tellie, I can feel the hot tension here. I felt Chaos held my hand.

Zyke didn't say anything but he immediately let go of Vino's arm and took Tellisha's hand and pushed it away.

"What the hell ?! Let go of me you jerk!" We last heard Tellisha scream.

"Tsk." Vino sighed and then left.

"Woaaah! What a wonderful show! I knew it!" Zyle and Arkuss seemed even more excited to shout and punch in the air. The two are still really close.

I also got up and made Sherina stand up.

"Where are you two going?" Chaos asked and stood up as well.

"We're going back. I'm sleepy." I just made a short promise, I also saw Zarius stand up.

"Okay, let me come with you. That's where I'll sleep with Zarius." I just nodded at what Chaos said.

"Let's go?" I asked Sherina, I saw her glance at Zarius for a moment and she nodded. Something's going on with them too.

WHEN we got to the bedroom, I noticed Sherina's earlier sigh. So before I went to the bathroom, I sat next to him on the bed.

"What's wrong?"

She sighed deeply before turning her eyes on the ceiling.

"I really don't know what to do, I shouldn't feel this way right ate? Because I'm young. I don't know the word love yet. I am just sixteen years old. But why am I feeling this way? I don't know Ate, everytime I looked at him I just felt pain in my heart. I did the right thing, didn't I? I didn't accept his love but why the pain of what I did? " I wiped her tears on her cheek.

"Why is it love so complicated?"

"You know, love is not complicated. We are the only ones who make why everything becomes complicated." I sighed.

"There are times in our lives when we perceive love negatively. After a breakup, during fights, in case of unrequited love, we are so vulnerable, that we refuse to picture our lives without the one person who means the world to us. Then again, there are times when someone loves us so much, we feel guilty for not being able to return the love that is normally expected.These are just a few complications that can arise in your love life; of course, there can be more. "

I just realized what I said, it seems like my friends used to advise me, I don't think the day will come and now I'll be the one to comfort.

"Sometimes we hurt the ones we love, but hurting ourselves to avoid it doesn't make it better."

THE next day, I woke up with a smile on my face. I found no one next to me so I got up and did my morning routine before going out.

I caught them outside, and the others were suswimming. I looked around and looked for Chaos.

Then I felt someone's arms encircling around my waist, I would have guessed who it was when I heard it laugh and speak. "Hey, relax butternut. It's just me." I took a deep breath but I immediately let go and kicked him in the arm.

"Hmp! You startled me!" But the idiot was just laughing, he was so upset that I walked over to Sherina and Tellisha who were in the lounge. When I approached, Tellisha was wearing a swim suit while Sherina was wearing an off shoulder dress.

"Let's go swim!" Tellisha's happy promise.

"I'll be later." Even Sherina. "Me too."

"Ok ---" Tellisha stopped talking when Zyke was in front of us and looked like she was just swimming. It parted her wet hair. Maybe if I was just Joyce or Chiza, we would probably be spitting. I'm Shaina's case.

"Ahm, nevermind I've changed my mind. I'll just go to my cabin." Still hesitant Tellisha says and hurries back.

Zyke just sat in Tellisha's lounge.

"You hungry?" Chaos asked as he sat down in the lounge. I was already feeling hungry so I just nodded.

"Okay wait me here." I nodded, and let him go.

"Have you eaten?" I asked Sherina, she was just watching the people swimming, my eyes caught Zyle and Arkuss like children playing in the sea. I can't see Vino and Zarius.

"Ah yes sister." He answered so I just nodded.

I just picked up my phone while waiting for Chaos.

I have a message from my friends. I opened Alyana's.

Alyana:

Hey! I heard you're with Chaos! Kwento naman jan.

I smiled and shook my head.

Me:

Chismosa.

After I replied to Alyana, it rang correctly and I saw Joyce calling.

Joyce calling ....

That's why I answered.

"Hey girl !! We're going to miss you! How are you ?!"

"Shaina you Chaos, just take it home for Arkuss!" Chiza said.

"You're really beaten up! We're going to miss you!" I heard Nica say.

I was blown away by the wind. over reacting.

"Tsk. Oa nyo. I'm fine."

"Is your pechay okay?" I was shocked by Joyce's question. My eyes widened when I saw Chaos already next to me and his ear to my phone.

Tangina.

In my panic I immediately turned off the call.

"Why did you kill?" Chaos asked with a laugh, he lowered the food he brought to the table and sat down next to me again.

"You should have said we haven't done it yet." It was obvious that someone was teasing me, so I pinched him on the side.

"Whut? I'm telling a truth." But I just stared at him.

We looked at the way Zarius was and was coming towards us. I could see that Sherina was restless.

"Have you eaten?" Zarius asked when he was in front of us. But the eyes were only on Sherina.

"Maybe you see some food in front of you, right?" At the same time, Chaos pointed at the table, I raised my eyebrows at him when he was sarcastic. Zarius nodded knowing that he was about to leave when Chaos spoke.

"By the way, is your lazy brother here?"

Kupal?

"Dunno." Zarius just answered and left.

"I got a lot of answers." Chaos' sarcastic promise.

"Which brother?" I will ask.

"Tskk." I was bored with his answer.

"You look like a fool. Who is that ?!"

"There you are again." He is acting like a child again.

"Eh if you're just answering me right?"

I saw his eyes twinkle.

"Wow! Are you flirting with me?" I immediately kicked him.

"Okay okay!"

"The gong you talked to a long time ago!" What?!

"Fix it!" He blinked, like crazy.

"Nashville! Zarius's brother!" He replied.

"Eh bat are you mad ?!"

"I am not mad!" But he said out loud.

"Are you mad!"

"No way!"

"Noise sister!" We both looked at Sherina. "Shut up!" Chaos and I shouted at Sherina, Sherina's eyes widened and she covered her mouth and nodded.

Annoying!

"Don't I have a towel ----" Zyle didn't continue to say anything.

"Nothing !!!" At the same time we said Chaos, Zyle was swallowed. "O-okay ..."

After a while, I felt her hug me.

"I'm sorry ... I'm just jealous." At the same time, he pressed his head against my neck.

"Get well soon!"

"No. I love you." And my heart rate was the same. Gosh! I just love you but I'll be right back!

"Ayieee quiet. That shivered!" He stabbed me in the side at the same time.

"One stop you there!"

A few days passed and the next day Chaos and I had our last day here. I don't know but I'm already feeling sad. In the almost one week that Chaos and I have been together, I forgot that there is a limit to everything. But in those days, every day he made me feel how much he loved me.

I don't know if I will follow Diana's wishes, I am thankful to her but because of her I can't realize that I love Chaos too. What others say may be true, with a price to pay.

Why is that unfair? It's only now that I'm very happy again but I suddenly remember that everything has an end.

I held back my warning tears, I walked out of the room and I realized there was no Sherina or even Chaos.

My show of the suite also didn"t have any trace of them. I was already on the beach when I saw Tellisha holding a rose.

"Hold this." At the same time, he reached for the rose

"What is it for?" He just shrugged his shoulders as he smiled and held me in the right direction, we stopped in front of Zyke but I saw Tellie stare at him. Zyke also held a rose and handed it to me, she just pointed out where I was going and Tellisha and I left. Even though I was wondering, I just followed.

So did the next ones, Zyle, Arkuss, Vino, Zarius were also holding a rose and the last one was Sherina who was already in front of an expensive restaurant.

Sherina smiled and handed Saken the rose.

"What's up?" I wonder question.

"Just sister! Someone's waiting for you! Come in!" And I was really pushed even further.

"This way mom." The waiter said and led me to a room, he opened the door for me and only dim lights were the color of the room.

"Thank you." The waiter just nodded and left.

But even so I saw the petals of roses scattered on the floor.

The candle turned heart -shaped large and in the middle was the dinner candle.

"Shall we?" I was surprised when Chaos suddenly appeared in front of me, he was well dressed and really well prepared while I was wearing only shorts and a loose shirt!

"You cheated on what I was wearing." He laughed, he even pushed me a chair so I sat down. And he did the same.

"You're beautiful no matter what you're wearing." But I just stared at him.

I looked at him when he held my hand on the table.

"You deserve all the best my Shaina, so all I will do is make you happy. I want you to love me with all your heart. I want to make you happy in the way I know you will be happy. I love you so much, I want to get to know and see mk again the first man you loved Sha. "

I was surprised, but I just followed his gaze when he stood up and went to another door behind him and opened it.

My tears suddenly fell down.

When it spits out who it is.

"My Shaina ..." He said tearfully, but I thought he was the only one but he was with his two children as well as his wife. I looked at Chaoa who was just smiling.

Why Chaos?

I don't even feel happy, I feel angry at these times. He really brought his family! The thickness of his face! After all these years he just showed up! My fist clenched.

I didn't feel anything, only the expression on my face was blank.

I saw them wrinkle at my reaction. Why do they think I will hug them ?! Will I be happy? Cry with joy ?!

Bullshit!

"Sha, what's wrong?" Chaos asked worriedly while holding my shoulders. I look so cold with him.

Does he think I'm happy with what he did?

I violently took his hand away and chose to turn around and leave.

Not because I gave him the right to love me, he also needs to interfere with my life! Why so much ?!

I felt him follow me, he grabbed my arm to stop me from walking. When he stopped me, I confronted him and slapped him with all my might.

He seemed surprised at what I did.

"Do you think I should be happy with what you did? Should I be grateful? Why do you have a boyfriend and you have to interfere in my life? Who are you ?!"

I was out of breath because of my groaning. Why so much? I don't feel anything anymore ...

"Sha! It's your father! You need to forgive. Repent ---"

"I don't care! You have no right to do that!"

"I did that because you and Sherina needs him."

"No! Why did he not ask for help from him for so many years? Did he leave us after that? Did he say hello to us? And what do you know ?! You have no part in my life ---"

"Right, because you never accepted me in your life. Why should I share in your life? I'm the only person who's always teasing you since then. Tangina." He wiped his face.

"Alan, have you loved me for so many years? I don't know myself and I can't beat you. Just one look, just one glance, I'll fall for you again."

"I only got tired a few times even though I knew there was no point in following you but I never thought of giving up ... Give up. Because no matter what you push away, I always see myself coming back to you."

"I'll give up everything just to have you Sha, because you're the only one I need. Even if the whole world stopped me from loving you, I won't let you down because that's how you are dear .. You were my inspiration so that's what happened I do now, but what's the use if I don't have anyone with me. "

God! Why are you so Chaos?

"I'm just trying to tell myself to pretend that you see all my effort in you so that even in my imagination you can see my value ..." I saw him crying, why the pain? I don't like money ...

"I know your plan with Diana." I was surprised with what she said.

"But I just told myself to agree because you love me. Do you really love me?" She asked tearfully

I love you so much, Chaos ...

He never let me answer.

"I know, I'm really the only one at fault and I'm still pushing myself. I'm sorry, but remember I will never regret loving you Shaina ..."

"It's just fun after all these years, my heart has finally thought of marrying you. That's what you want, isn't it? In the almost one week that you gave me to be with you, I'm happy. I'm happy to be with you. Kase after ths week, you're leaving me, aren't you? But don't worry like you want me to not stop what I'm doing right now. That I will continue my life even if you're gone ... "I covered my mouth.

"Since then, until now and tomorrow you will still be my inspiration and I will love you."

"This time please, grant my wish. I want you to be finally happy. Learn to forgive, even if your father made a mistake but still, he's your father. Hear his sides first. And I already grant your wish ...."

"I finally give up .."

"Take care of yourself, please. For the last time this is the last day I will mention this."

"I love you so much ..." I couldn't answer and he turned away ..

Also leaving my life ....

This what I want right?

To be continued...