Chapter 43

Amanda Estelle After Logan left, I cried for hours. My heart was hurting knowing his heart now. I kept blaming myself for what happen and it made me go crazy. I kept throwing up and my body temperature went up. Everything was turning upside down. We both are broken hearted but there's nothing we can do. Hearing his confession made my heart flutter but knowing that he threw his own dream away made me angry. He can't be selfish like that. How many people can't wait for him to be King? His people even look up to him because he's a good man. He wanted that throne but because his emotion, he wanted to throw that away. It's stupid. He's right, we both sacrifice in our way but still we can't be together. That's just our.. fate. I walked to the balcony and looked at the beautiful night sky. I guess coming to New York was the right decision and all I need to do is.. trying to move on. "What are you doing?" I jumped and turned my body to see Joan walking