Chapter 30.2 - Chen

He put his hands inside his pockets before I could reach them, preventing my hand from reaching out to him, and turned his back on me. 'I'd never want to take my sister's lover. I blamed myself for losing my sister in the automobile while driving. All my life, Chen, I've regretted what I did." 'You don't have to take responsibility. It all happened by accident." As he moved a few steps nearer the rails and leaned against them, he sputtered and glowered. 'She should've been alive if not for me, and you're supposed to be married to her." 'I had no intention of falling in love with you, Alex. That was something we both sensed right away. But I didn't anticipate that the more time we spent together, the more attached I would become to you. I recognize myself in you." He stayed silent for a long time, waiting for me to finish the explanation he had been waiting for. I was fully aware of what I'd done to him at that point, based on the way he was looking at me. It was ab