Chapter 36

Sara’s POV A minute later, I’m in my room, buried under my blanket. Hiding. From who? Me. My actions. My shamelessness. I scream silently and shut my eyes tight. As if that’s going to erase what I’ve done. How did I go from being a girl who refused to sleep with her boyfriend of three years to a girl who is ready to do it all with two different guys in two nights? Two guys I’ve known for only a few weeks. The mate bond isn’t a good excuse, since I had one with Victor too. The worst part is that I don’t regret doing it. Because I know, even if I tried to lie to myself that I’ve got any morals left, if one of them came looking for me right now, I wouldn’t be able to resist. Fine, I can blame all of this on my body, on biology. But what about my thoughts? I should be disgusted at my behaviour. I should want to fix whatever is wrong with me. But the only reason I’m hiding under my blanket is that I’m aware of how unfair this is to the two of them. Just because I can’t control myself around