Chapter 32

Sara’s POV I’m crazy. I’ve totally lost it. I almost mated with Christian! After making such a big show of rejecting his advances this afternoon, I threw myself into his arms without a second thought. Was I fully conscious of what was going on? Yes. But that doesn’t necessarily mean I wasn’t out of my mind. I don’t know what came over me. One minute, all I wanted was to get warmer. The next, I wanted his hands all over me. And, unlike in the afternoon, none of my red flags flashed. At no moment did I think to stop it, not a second did I question his intentions. I didn’t even remember that when Kai and I left earlier, he had some girl in his arms. If I hadn’t felt Kai’s distress a few minutes ago, I wouldn’t have stopped it. When I get outside the dorm, my feet carry me towards the back of the nearby buildings. There is a huge yard behind the buildings, and then about two hundred yards away, the edge of the forest. The party from earlier was located about a quarter a mile into the fores