Chapter 30

　　Night fell. 　　I wasn’t sure when it had started to rain. 　　When Cristin found a deserted thatched house and helped me in, I was already drenched. 　　The cold, deep-rooted chill started from the soles of my feet and quickly spread to my whole body. 　　Even though Cristin had helped me change my clothes and found some dried leaves to make a fire, I was still shivering with cold. 　　"If I'm not Elisa Lin, then who am I? Who am I? You know who I am, don’t you?" I muttered over and over again as I sat on the ground with my hands around my knees. 　　I clutched onto Cristin like I was a drowning man desperate for air, pleading, "You must know who I am. Tell me, who am I? Who… You have to tell me..." 　　Since she knew that I was not Elisa Lin, she must also know my true identity. 　　"Can you tell me who I am? Tell me…" I felt like I was going crazy, my face was wet, I didn't know if it was tears or rain. 　　"The servant doesn't know..."