Chapter 115

"So this is how you all are nice so smart that not even a common man can deceive me so I can not be deceived by any man but come to think of it I am beginning to fall in love with him but I must stand my ground I must not look like I've been I must make sure all my plans have been accomplished great dreams all of this this is not proper what is this the best way to approach a woman not even Flowers not even kissing and not for me because I'm not ready now and never done ready to give love a chance again anymore because of all I've been through the hands of k and the house of Alpha James so never will I ever try giving love a chance my heart can't bear to take more of my heart break any one more at the step my results to death and I am not ready because I am not experienced in relationship so whatever the good things about me or about how I treat him is his damn business because I don't give a damn what you thinking about all things and going to be very realistic with you and be very co