Chapter 18

　　 　　I woke up next morning and Kayden wasn't with me anymore but his scent was still there on my bed. I looked at the time and it's 8.30 a.m. Kayden should be in his office at this time. I quickly got up and showered then I packed my luggage, I didn't have many things to take, only clothes. Then I got a call from James. 　　"Delilah everything is ready. We have a flight at 11.30 a.m." James spoke as I sighed. 　　"Okay James I'll be in your place at 10" I said as I picked my luggage. Then I left my room, where I lived for 12 years. Before everything I should just inform grandma, I didn't want to make her worry. So I went to her room. 　　"Grandma..." she was staring out of the window, because of my voice she looked at me. 　　"I'm leaving....I'm sorry." I said as my tears came out. I loved her so much she also loved me. I couldn't bear to leave her. 　　"Mmm you're leaving.... Delilah I won't stop you baby... I know it's very hard for you to stay in this situation but I will miss you." I quickly strode towards her and hugged her so tightly. I couldn't stop my tears. 　　"I love you grandma...." I said. 　　"I also love you Del." Grandma kissed my head. I will really miss her. 　　"If I could live more years, I'll wait for you and my great grandchild" grandma said as she wiped her own tears. 　　"You'll live grandma...I'm going now. Take care of yourself. I love you" With that I took my luggage to leave. 　　"Wait Del.. this is for you.. from Kayden's mom. She bought this for you, her daughter-in-law." I looked at it and it was a necklace. Necklace with a diamond pendant. I took it and placed it around my neck. It was really beautiful. 　　"Beautiful...thank you." I wiped my tears as I kissed the necklace. 　　"Do you have any last words for him?" Grandma suddenly asked. Him? For my Kayden? Yeah I had so many things to tell him that I still couldn't tell. I smiled because I remembered the smile he had on his face yesterday. 　　"Yeah, tell him I loved him for 12 years and Be happy." With that I kissed grandma and left the house. I came to James's place at 10.15 a.m, then we left his apartment and drove to the airport.. I'm leaving Kayden... The man I loved the most in this world. I closed my eyes as I smiled. I really loved him..... 　　~ Kayden ~ 　　I'm losing her. I could feel that but I can't understand how to stop it. I loved her smile and she's just fucking pretty. I watched her as she smiled at Axel, then her eyes fell on me. As soon as she saw me her smile froze and disappeared. I knew it was because of me and the look I gave her. I knew that I shouldn't treat her like this but when I remembered the baby in her belly belonged to James, my whole damn heart stopped and the woman I loved for years is pregnant with another man's child. So how the fuck am I supposed to forget the fact and treat her well? 　　Axel always called Delilah 'little bride' because I used to call her that when I was a little kid. I remembered her smile when she saw me. My heart ached as I remembered the best two years that we spent happily. I really liked her from the very first day I saw her. I was a kid but I still remember that day. We only spent two years happily then our happiness disappeared before our eyes. Fuck.. So I can't forgive Delilah for what she did to my life, my parents died because of her and she made me fall in love with her. Axel's words made my blood boil from anger. So I lost my fucking mind and I insulted her in front of my friends, I knew the truth that she's not that kind of woman who sleeps with men but my words came out without warning me. She cried, I made her cry as always I did. After Delilah ran out of the study room and I wanted to be alone so I asked Axel and Shawn to leave. Axel gave me a warning glare before leaving the room, I knew what that was for and he was really upset with me because of the way I treated Delilah. After they left I wanted to forget everything, so I went to the bar in my house to get drunk. As I entered it I remembered when my parents were alive, my father and Delilah's father always stayed here while our mothers were scolding them. I remember Delilah's father was handsome and funny while my father was handsome and cold but they were always best friends. I picked a wine bottle and sat on the chair as I started to drink, but I couldn't get Delilah out of my mind. I can't let go of her. Suddenly I heard a voice through my mind. 　　"Kayn… I'll be alright.. Leave now." Fuck. My head hurts. A woman's broken voice. How I don't even know whose voice that is. She's calling me Kayn…. And I bet this is not my mother's voice. Fuck. Suddenly the voice faded. I just forgot it and again started to think about Delilah. 　　I wanted her in my life. I should make her get an abortion, the idea came into my mind. I quickly stood up and went to her room, I dragged her out as she cried but she always protected her belly while covering it by her hands. She just kept telling me that the baby belongs to me but how come? I was fucking away for a month and she was with James in his house. Suddenly my mind blew when she talked about protection. I actually didn't use any condoms. Is this really my child? My heart was covered with happiness but suddenly I remembered it cannot be true. 　　After everything Delilah was smiling at me as she touched my face, she was acting strange, she hugged me and kissed me, she also let me take off her clothes as we started have sex. She didn't cry, she was moaning from pleasure, I loved her so much but I felt something was wrong and weird but I forgot about it as Delilah hugged me and pulled me closer to her, then she whispered she loves me against my ear. I also wanted to tell her that I love her but I couldn't do it andmy words didn't come out. When I was fully satisfied with my desire I stopped. Delilah was already in the deep sleep I looked at her, she was naked in front of my eyes. Delilah was a fucking gorgeous woman, I never wanted another man to see her like this, she belonged to me from the beginning. I kissed her forehead and covered her with a blanket but I stopped as I saw her stomach. I placed my hand on it for some unknown reason my hand was trembling. I traveled my hand over her smooth skin and I suddenly felt I should trust her. I actually didn't use condoms so this baby could be mine and Delilah was someone who never lied or betrayed, she loved me and I knew it. So I decided to talk to her about the baby so I kissed her belly and covered her with the blanket, then I entered the washroom and washed myself.