Chapter 16

　　"Del. How are you? You look pretty." Axel came as he patted my head. I smiled at him because he always did that thing. 　　"Good." While smiling I looked at Kayden. My smile froze because I saw the hatred in his eyes. I just lowered my head because I didn't want him to see me crying. I wanted to see him but is this what I get back? 　　"Del. I'm going to his study room. Could you please bring me some water?" Axel said as he went into the study room. Kayden and his friend also went in. After a few minutes I brought water for Axel. Then I knocked the door and went in, I placed glass on the desk as I turned to leave but Axel stopped me. 　　"Kayn..your little bride is gorgeous. When are you going to marry her?" Axel said as he laughed. I looked at Kayden's face, there was no emotion in it. Then suddenly his eyes traveled over my body as he stopped his eyes on my belly. Kayden let out an evil smirk as he talked. 　　"How can I marry her while she's carrying James's child." My heart stopped. Did he just tell it in front of his friends? Why? Am I just something without feelings? My eyes filled with tears. Axel was stunned as he looked at me... No.. he was lying. 　　"No.. Kayden.. you know that...it's your baby." I said as tears came out from my eyes. Why always me? What kind of hatred is this? 　　"Shut your fucking mouth Delilah... how can you say that the bastard in your stomach is mine." What? Bastard ? No it's our baby. He's not a bastard. 　　"Kayden.. anyone can call him bastard.. but you can't. You just can't talk to him like that." I was furious at him. Suddenly Kayden threw the water glass that I placed on the table to the wall beside me. I was really scared as I stepped back as the glass shattered into pieces. Kayden was furious, I have seen his furious side before but this is beyond that. 　　"You're telling me that I'm the father? I'm not a fool Delilah. I know James got you fucking pregnant. I was fucking away for a month and he fucked you and got you pregnant" Kayden shouted. Axel and his friend were shocked. They didn't even speak a word. I knew they were also scared of Kayden. I looked at Axel who was looking at me with a worried look. 　　"No.. why don't you believe me?" I asked as I looked at Kayden with my tearful eyes and shook my head because he was wrong. His eyes were also red because of anger. 　　"I don't believe you and I will never. The only thing I believe is the child in your belly is not mine." How can I explain? Even if I explained he won't believe. Why? Why always me? 　　"Maybe it might be another man's child that you slept with." What did he just say? Another man? Why is he insulting me like this? My heart was in pain. How can he just? Am I that kind of a woman in his eyes? 　　"No.. I'm not that kind of woman. Kayden you know it. Why are you just insulting me?" I asked him because I didn't want to believe that he's insulting me. Kayden just smirked at me. 　　"No.. you are that kind of woman and I know it." Is this how much he hates me? Seriously? Why didn't I just realise it before. I closed my eyes as my tears came down. There's no hope for me anymore and he will never love me or my baby. 　　"Yeah, I am.. I slept with countless men including you. I also don't know who is the father of this child because I slept with too much so I couldn't find him but I hope that he will not be a heartless man like you." With that I left. I knew I couldn't win against him. He's just a heartless man. It's enough I called James, 　　"What happened?" James' voice was broken. 　　"James...l..want to leave." I said as I cried. James lived in Italy before. I knew he would definitely take me there. 　　"Want to go to Italy with me?" He asked as I expected. 　　"Yeah.. I want to leave everything James." I cried. Yeah I wanted to leave this house and everything. 　　"Alright. You have everything that we need right? I'll arrange everything." He said as he sighed. 　　"Yes, I have. Thank you James." I really owe him. He's a good friend. 　　I didn't go down for dinner. I actually didn't want to see Kayden. He's just a bastard. He called my baby 'bastard'.. I didn't create this baby alone. He was the only man I've ever slept with but he didn't even believe me. I actually don't want my child to have this kind of father. Grandma sent food to my room, I knew she would do that. After I ate I washed and changed into my clothes and went to bed, I looked at the time and it's 9.00 p.m 　　When I was about to fall asleep suddenly the door opened, it was Kayden again.. this time I was really scared. I think he's drunk. I could feel the strong wine smell on him. I tried to get up and run but I couldn't, he caught me by my wrist and dragged me out of the bed. 　　"Let's go... you're gonna get an abortion." Abortion? To my baby? No, I don't want to kill him. No I will never. 　　"No.. I'm not going... let me go." I struggled but he tightened his grip on my wrist. 　　"Ha.. you're going to get rid of that bastard's child." With that he pushed me against the wall. I quickly covered my stomach because I didn't want anything to happen to my baby. Did he just call himself a bastard.. yeah, a bastard. 　　"Kayden... you have no right to force me to get an abortion. Just how could you?" I shouted at him because I was angry. 　　"You're staying at my fucking house. So you should listen to me." With that he kissed me. It was not a kiss, it was just a punishment from a hungry beast. I tried to push him away but I failed. As always. 　　"If you want to marry me you should abort James's child." With that Kayden dragged me out of my room but I managed to enter my room again. Then he came into the room as he locked the door. He was really angry but I won't let him hurt my child.