Chapter 17

I spend the meeting the next day wearing Jake's sunglasses and nursing a hangover. My eyes are puffy and sore and my head's banging. He put me to bed last night and left me alone until our first meeting this morning; he didn't even push at me to eat breakfast or jog with him for a change. I know he's walking on eggshells waiting to see how I am. He's giving me distance, or maybe he's just looking at me and thinking I'm probably mentally broken and could fall apart any day now so he should handle with care. I'm in cool and grumpy mode and I'm really excelling at it. Covering my inner turmoil and regrets; so far, I think I've snapped at every person I've met in triplicate and Jake's met my PMS face with a vengeance. He's said nothing about it, no funny comments or sarcastic telling off's, just frowned at me. He's tugged my hand out of my hair repeatedly, which is down because I couldn't bear to stand doing it this morning and I've finally decided it's going to get cut short