Chapter 119

My head's a mess and I just need some normality for a few days to get all of this in order. To let go of the angst and chaos and ugly memories which I know I'm capable of. I have witnessed some awful things in life, been at the receiving end and still lived to tell the tale. Guilt is something I'm good at letting go of and I'm sure in a few days I won't remember that bitch's name. She fucked with the wrong couple. I need to figure out what is happening with the club and where I'm meant to live now that we're married, and where we go from here. There is so much up in the air clogging up my brain and now we are back on home turf and I'm free to wander about in my life without severe security, I intend to sort it out once and for all. It doesn't take long to get to the apartment. We are escorted by two men up to our floor who then vacate to the little security room with the regular staff here. Leaving us to our home with privacy as though they are not even here. It's