11 Where I lost a friend

HADIZAT He was kissing me and I was kissing him back. I decided to do something I knew would regret, but it didn’t matter, I just needed to know. I slipped my hands behind his neck and settled into the kiss. I kissed him softly at first, but then I felt his hands on my waist pulling me closer to him and deepening the kiss. His lips were soft, sweet, tasted like coffee and mint, which I love. His kiss started having a serious effect on my legs, my knees felt wobbly and that was when I knew I had to stop or I never will. I placed my hands on his chest and pulled away with all my might. He looked even more baffled than I was. His eyes still held confusion, but they was something new in them, lust maybe.    ‘’ what was that,’’ he gasped.    ‘’ I should go’’ I said and turned on my heels and started quickly walking away. I knew immediately that I made a mistake and I wanted to sink to the ground, but before that I would have to look my friends in the eye again and tell them half trut