87. Nina

I rolled off the bed as soon I heard my phone rang and stood up to go pick it up. I had been pretending all morning because I couldn't bring myself to look into Michael's face without blotting out the truth. I can't believe he doesn't want children __ well, for now as he said. What am I to do now? I can't possibly have an abortion, this was my first baby... My God, Nina, you're so naive. Why didn't I think of his feelings and maybe ask him to use protection but alas no, I had to get pregnant almost immediately after the wedding. Who does that? " Nina Miller, the stupid girl " My subconscious replied as she dropped her drink on the table and turned to glare at me. I returned the stare and growled at her. " Thank you for stating the obvious, " I told her. She scoffed at me while I stuck my tongue out at her. I saw a note Michael had left me on the bedside table, it was simple and rushly written. He was telling me not to go to work but rest to recover m