Chapter 23

AMBER'S POV The restroom was empty as I ran into one of the stalls and I was so glad no one was around to hear me bawl my eyes out. My life was the perfect definition of "You don't always get what you want", I have never gotten what I wanted. Not even worse in my entire life, oh, that's just been overly pessimistic. I had gotten what I wanted, just once, Cheer captain and from there I would have gotten more, so much more if Melissa Hughes hadn't ditched me at the party she had dragged me to. The whole scene in the gym kept on replaying in my head over and over again and I wanted to die so much, it was all I could think about. It felt like 10 years ago all over again but this time around, it hurt way more. *****Flashback***** "You have beautiful eyes, Amber. I never really noticed" Jay Harley drunkenly complimented me and I blushed profusely, he had never noticed me before but now he wasn't just laying next to me, he was complimenting me too and I stumbled with words, "You have bea