Chapter 61

ANTARTECES It's Christmas again and I am again as usual celebrating it all alone. How many years has it been since the day that they shove me away? I guess even though I know my age it feels like a lifetime being like this, my situation sucks and such a pity. Maybe the god up there always see me like this upon celebrating his born day. I remember what he had told me, Seven, right? His name was, Seven. What a lovely name even just a number. It suits him for me. "I know you are in a confused situation right now but what you are thinking and what your instincts right now is true. I am devil, I heard your thoughts and your words. I can hear your desperate heart beat and your wondering mind. Your internal scream to change the habit of your life. To change the direction of your fate. You don't believe in the eyes of the god above right now because of your situation but trust me he is listening to every words you said. I just don't know if he cares uh. I am real and he is too up the