Chapter 52

　　My chest is heaving up and down as he finishes speaking. I am looking at him in surprise while he's looking down at me fervently. The intensity of his gaze is trying to melt me. I want to run away from him but I know that he'll follow me. I am tied to him. I clutch onto his body as if my life depends on it. Before I bury my face into his chest and sob silently into it. I let the tears out. They have been pooling inside me for a long time,I hate how his presence calms me and makes me safe, yet he is the person I hate and fear the most. His hand rest at the back of my head as I cry and I cry my heart out wishing that my depression and frustration could leave me in the form of tears. 　　"I just........ I just needed more time, I dont trust you at least not yet, try to see it as my point of view, from the moment we've met we have done nothing but fight we never tried to communicate with each other like a civil person should." I said while sniffing into his chest. 　　"And if you really hate