Chapter 42

　　"Wow." 　　"What!?" 　　"I said wow Emma, is it too hard to understand." 　　"Oh.... okay. But why? I mean.." 　　"Expected to be a Luna? How about someone who is your friend Ems! You are literally the only person I have to talk to and you just turned me down because you want me to follow the footsteps of your Alpha. Oh right you're the beta female now not my friend. Don't you think that I also want what you and Lorcan have? I wouldn't wish my life on anyone, it's exhausting. So as a future Luna I forgive you. After I am going to need your help beta female." 　　"Also let me know when you want the forgiveness of a friend." I added further. 　　She looked at me and came over to the bed and sat by my side. 　　"Look, I didn't mean what I said earlier today. Of course, I want to hear what is going on with your life but it's starting to feel like that's all you want to do. We never just hangout, sleepover, have fun, shopping or simply have fun. I thought things would be so much different when I found