Chapter 172

RIVEN'POV I expected to feel somewhat relieved. I expected to feel free.. of the shackles of all this power and arrogance in the name of darkness. I expected myself to feel satisfied to have ended everything, Ending Delisia, Ending the darkness, and gaining back control. Now that I have done what was expected, I don't think I should stay. Delisia was right about one thing and that is I am an abomination. I was created for only one purpose and that is destruction, and that's what exactly I did even when I didn't want to. I have hurt so many people for entertainment purpose only and that makes my insides ache. I shouldn't be feeling this. This war has finally ended. I can't believe this. But isn't this what I wanted? Wasn't it the reason which I came here in the first place? But now, why does it bother me? But I am not happy as I imagined myself to be? In all this chaos I lost the most important being in my life and that is my wolf when the healer came to check on me, she informed me tha