Chapter 42- I Need Time

Dylan I have no idea how I got home. I just know I made it in somehow. I think I drank far too much, but I still can't get Troy off my mind. The more I sat in my living room, the more I thought of him. I can't bear not having him. I really messed up this time, and I don't know how to fix it. My head is so dizzy, and I'm seeing more than double, and everything is spinning so badly. I decided to move to the bedroom, but soon as I got up, I felt everything in my stomach rise. Iran to the bathroom and puked my guts out. My phone rang as I finished hurling, I sat, cleaned my mouth, and looked at my phone. It was really late, and I somehow hoped it was Troy calling me.  At least to tell at me or anything. But I was disappointed, Roxanne was calling me. She was probably calling to apologize. I chuckled, denying the phone call and tossing the phone next to me. I couldn't help but cry. God, I wish I could undo everything...Casey...the cheating...the lying. I bend my knees, resting my elbows on