Chapter 43 A Useless Thing

　　“ I’m a little tired, Betty. My body hurts and I need to have a rest.” Betty is stunned. “ Are you asking me to leave? We are friends. I am here to visit you and care about you.” “ I know you care about me. I thank you so much.” Seeing her disappointed eyes, I don’t want to say anything hurtful. I change my words. “ I mean I am tired and hungry now. Can you get me something to eat? I need your help.” 　　Betty’s face looks happier. She smiles and says, “ Fine. Wait for me.” Seeing her running away to fetch me food, I forgive her for envying me and Cody. Maybe she is not that bad and she is still my friend. She hurts me sometimes only because she desires for Cody‘s love. It’s not her fault. Every woman may make this mistake. 　　I sigh and lie on the bed. It seems that something has stuck in my throat and chest, so I can’t hardly breathe. I don’t know what my feeling is now. I know that I am unhappy, but why am I unhappy? What should I do now? I think I need to talk to someone but it’s di