Chapter 68

Then my heart beat faster. He spilled it out too early. I wasn't even prepared. He just broke down the wall I built between the two of us. I've tried my best to guard it with all the means. But that wasn't enough to hide for life a secret that others never wanted to know. I don"t know when, how, in what way and where it all started. One day I just woke up with a hidden joy when following his every move. Whenever you see his smile, just simple gestures, even the joking frown. The longer I had my eyes on him, the bigger my feelings grew. And it's so unhealthy for me! Knowing that I had a boyfriend. I love Zion, but Spencer has often really messed up his mind in the past. It only got worse after he kissed me in the hospital and saved me. Everytime I am near him, I felt like my heart will gonna explode due to the overflowing emotion. Things I have never experienced in Zion every time we are together. There is the thrill and there is no equal joy when I face him. B