Chapter 47

Stunned, not knowing what to do. My mind was wide open, so much remorse for what had happened. I just realized how wrong it was when he left, saying nothing to at least make me feel less accountable of it. Even the simple, ‘On some cases, that"s normal when you are under the influence of alcohol. Sorry, that will never happen again '. Different than I thought he would have done what was happening. Instead of discussing the meaning then, it went away. It left me almost unwilling to leave the post. It's like I just want to stay here all night to meditate. My system is receding to stare at him after the outrage. Reluctant. I even overcame the drunk in doing so. When I finally reached the place left by my friends, I only found Kiesha. In hindsight, I didn't even notice that the others had left. Amira was left to get drunk alone. That's how I sighed violently after seeing the scattered empty bottles just near his seat. "You thought I was hurt? No ..." she murmured.