Chapter 19

"I said leave me alone Lara!" He shouted in rage. My lips trembled and I tried to reach for his arms but he just stepped away from me. "Lucifer–" "When are you going to stop me ?!" He shouted again. "Lucifer, we need to talk–" "We already talked, Lara. I've cleared everything to you. If that child is really mine, I will accept and support that baby but if it isn't, don't ever show up to me again!" I know this isn't the first time he's told me that, but is the pain still there? "M-Believe me Lucifer. This is yours! This child is yours." My tears dripped so I immediately wiped them away. "Go away, Lara. I don't want to see your face. Can't you see? I'm busy." It pointed to the stacked papers on the table. "You always keep on disturbing me!" I could clearly see the annoyance and anger on its face. What else can I expect from a Lucifer Salvadore Villaflores? He was always really angry and disgusted with me. "Lucifer, I know you're mad at me for what happened then but let me explain everything to–" "Crap that bullsht and just leave Lara! I don't want to hear your explanations. Just move on." It went back to its swivel chair and I was no longer ignored. I, on the other hand, am very heartbroken because of what he said. Is that so? Why did he move on so easily? Why doesn't he want to listen to my explanations? I wiped the tears from my cheeks again. "You're so numb, Lucifer!" I shouted causing him to look up at me. "You're so ruthless! You're so demonic!" He stood up again and glared at me. "What did you just call me?" He asked. "I said you're a demon! You have no mercy! You're so numb!" I shouted again so he quickly approached me again. "Yes, Lara. I'm a demon just like my name. I don't have mercy and I don't fcking care about what you say. Now, leave my office before I decide to drag you out." He pointed the door of his office. With a heavy heart, I turned my back at him. I started walking and came out of his office again crying and full of resentment. "I don't know why sir is still letting you in his office. You should be at the entrance, the guards won't let you in anymore." I looked up at Lucifer's secretary. He raised an eyebrow at me and was obviously annoyed again. Instead of hitting him, I just kept walking and chose to ignore him anymore. "Acting kindly, it's so funny." I even heard him say but I just took the elevator. I'm used to it. It is not new for me to be insulted and rebuked by people. For them, I'm a desperate slut. A gold digger, acting like an angel. It hurts but I'm used to it. I accept that. This world is full of judgmental people. They prefer to believe what they see and hear rather than the truth. I can not blame them. How many times have I repeatedly come here and force myself on someone I don"t love. When I came out of the building, I got in a jeep and went down to a nearby carenderya. "What about you, mother?" The old woman asked so I pointed to a dish. "This and rice." He nodded I said. I sat at a nearby table and waited for my order to arrive. While eating, I couldn"t help but sigh. Many people say I am very desperate. They said I would stop chasing Lucifer. We don't seem to matter. He was rich and I was just poor. The world is very unfair to me. Why do I still need to feel this pain? I just wish I hadn't met him. I wish I didn't love Lucifer if it was just pain. Noon, I thought we're perfect for each other. But since that night ... everything has changed. Lucifer and I had a relationship two years ago. We are both fourth year college. I am a nurse, she is studying for business. We became lovers from second year college to fourth year. I thought no one would stop us. Nothing will ruin our relationship. As far as I can tell, nothing can ruin our love. It was our graduation. The fun of all the students, myself included. We are so happy because finally, we are graduates. That night, a celebration took place in Lucifer's department. Because I'm his girlfriend, I'm with him. Everyone had so much fun. They drank, danced, and sang. Of course, I was drunk too. Lucifer didn't want me to drink but in the end, he didn't do anything. I was so drunk to the point that I was dizzy and I could no longer understand what was happening. I just said goodbye to cr. While I was inside, suddenly someone covered my nose. Sleepy. Stunning. Eventually, I realized that I had lost consciousness. My tears streamed down my face when I remembered it. When because of that night. I lost everything. I was broken. The day after graduation and after that party, I found myself on a bed. My head hurts so much. I can hardly remember everything that happened last night. The last thing I remember was me drinking a lot of alcohol and saying goodbye to going to the bathroom. While I was inside, someone covered my nose with a handkerchief. I was nervous when I remembered that so I immediately looked to my side. The nervousness started in my chest when I saw a man next to me. I was even more nervous and scared when I realized we were both naked and only blankets covered our naked bodies. I started to panic so the man woke up. I thought it was Lucifer, but it's not. It's not Lucifer. I was about to scream when the door opened and revealed the mad face of Lucifer Villaflores. At that moment, I knew my life and our relationship would change. I know since then, my beloved Lucifer has changed. "Are you okay?" I turned to Mylene. I shrugged as he sighed. "So you're still forcing yourself on him? Lara, you see people don't love you anymore." He said in disgust so I bowed. "You also know I'm pregnant, Mylene." My language is weak. "Lara! I know that you're pregnant. That's why I'm telling you this because you're pregnant and you can't be stressed anymore. We both know that the demon Lucifer only gives you stress and pain." yan! I've been your bestfriend since college and I'm just concern to you! " I raised my head and smiled at him. "Thank you for your concern Mylene. I'm so lucky because I have a friend like you but I can't give up. Especially now that I'm pregnant and Lucifer is the father." He stared at me and shrugged. "Of course! You won't be a Lara Velle Silva if you don't chase after Lucifer!" He said so I just laughed. A week has passed since I last went to Lucifer's office. I didn't show up to him first because I also wanted to give him some comfort. I can't just bother him all the time. "I need to get to work. Be careful, okay?" I nodded at what Mylene said. "Be careful, too." He left my apartment and I was all alone here. Mylene works as a nurse, while I work as a waitress. It's amazing, isn't it? I am a college graduate but I work as a waitress. I have taken the board exam a few times but nothing good happens afterwards. I don't know but I'm sure I'll be accepted but why does someone seem to be holding me back? I can't pass even though I'm pretty sure I can pass. There seems to be a restraint. Even when I apply to companies, I don"t get accepted. I'm a college graduate but not a big company, no one accepts me. Why? Because it was all Lucifer's fault. Everything I want to happen in my life, he prevents. He is so mad at me that he is ruining my life. All the misfortune I get, it's because of him. But why do I still love him despite all the evil he has done to me? I don't have a job today because I'm off so tomorrow night I can work again. Since I had no job, I watched TV all day until nightfall. I didn't know the time so I just ate and was ready to go to sleep when suddenly there was a series of knocks on my door. My forehead furrowed. Who would be knocking on my apartment door at this time? It's definitely not Mylene because she'll be here again tomorrow. I was suddenly nervous because I might be a bad person. But a series of knocks sounded like bites. Instead of being scared, I approached the door and slowly opened it. My eyes widened when I saw Lucifer outside. The face was very red and obviously drunk. "L-Lucifer?" I can't believe I mentioned his name. It's his first time to go here. "W-What are you doing here–" "Lara!" It called my name and touched both my shoulders. "W-Why — wait!" It pulled me closer to her body. "Lucifer, why are you here? You're drunk–" "This is your fault." I was stunned by what he said. "It's your fault why I got drunk ..." He said and pressed his face to my shoulder. "A-What are you saying?" I barely pushed him away. "Come home Lucifer–" "Why are you sending me home? You know Lara ... I'm mad at you. I loathe you. I shouldn't be here. But what? I am here in front of you. Talking to you, and I fcking hate myself for doing this. " I could no longer move when he suddenly squeezed me and applied our lips. My world seemed to stop what he did. He kissed me ... Lucifer kissed me! "Kiss me back." He commanded when I did not respond to his kiss. And because I am fragile ... I reciprocated with a kiss from him. I kissed him back. "Ah!" We entered inside my apartment without stopping to kiss. It closed the door and leaned me against it. He raised both my hands and continued our hot kiss. "Ohh!" I moaned when his lips traveled down to my neck. "I fcking want you right now." He whispered and licked my neck. "L-Lucifer ..." Shit! We shouldn't be doing this. I should stop this because with the two of us, I'm not drunk. It might be like at first that he was also drunk and something happened to us. Maybe tomorrow ... he'll forget again. "L-Lucifer it's not right–" "What are you fcking saying ?! This is right! You told me I'm the father of that child and I was the one who took your virginity so I have all the fcking right to own and fck you!" I don"t know but I was a little hurt by the last thing he said. Are you just after my body, Lucifer? "Just shut up Lara and let me pleasure you." In a flash, he lifted the hem of my dress and grabbed my breasts. "Moan, Lara." His language was seductive and he kissed me again. And because my body was treacherous, I sent in the heat. His one hand went down to my thigh. He caressed it and slowly came between my femininity. "Ohh Lucifer!" I shouted as he finally put his hand in my pants. "Ah!" She caressed my femininity and started to make me happy. My lips just parted when he inserted his one finger. He started coming in and out driving me crazy. "L-Lucifer! Ahh!" I close my eyes to the pleasure I felt. "Open your eyes and watch me pleasure you, Lara." He said that I immediately obeyed. Gradually, his finger came in and out until I felt like I was about to come out. "Oh Lucifer – faster! I-I'm close–" I was about to be close to my core when he suddenly stopped and smiled at me. "You're such a fool, Lara. Do you think I will let you cum? This is just a part of my revenge. I don't want a two-timer like you to cum with my finger. Remember that, slut." He licked his finger and left me with tears. "Lara, please serve it at that table." Jasmine said that I work with her as a waitress. "All right." I took the order and delivered it to a table. "Here's your order, ma'am and sir." I smiled to him. They both thanked me before I left and continued with work. I looked at my watch and saw that it was seven o'clock in the evening. I went in at four o'clock and we left at twelve later. I shouldn't have worked at night because I'm pregnant. I already told this to Ma'am Tiara but next week I will start in the morning. With so many customers, we accelerate our actions in order to provide proper service to them. I was serving an order when the restaurant door suddenly opened and two people I knew entered, causing me to be nervous. Lucinda and Fernando Villaflores entered. Lucifer's parents. I was suddenly nervous and slightly sweaty. Why are they here? I was shaken by my own question. Of course, they are here to eat. "Lara, please assist Mr. and Mrs. Villaflores. They are VIPs so they should be taken care of properly. That's their room." Ma'am pointed to a room after telling me that. I feel like I'm going to die from what ma'am Tiara said. With so many of us here, why me anymore? "But ma'am–" "All right Lara. There are so many customers and we're all busy. Please just assist them." Ma'am said and went back to the counter. I in turn sighed. A little nervous, I approached the couple. When I get close to them I expect they will both be shocked. "G-Good evening ma'am and sir. I will assist you and I will take you to your VIP room." In this restaurant, VIPs have rooms where they can eat. In one room, the designs are very generous and the VIPs have privacy. Often the whole family comes here to eat. "Lara?" Aunt Luci called. When Lucifer and I were together, I called her Tita because that's what she wanted. Lucifer's family already knew me when we were still in a relationship. I can say that his family accepted me very much. That's why it happened that night. The night ruined everything. "Hello." I hesitated. "Lara, hija! How are you? You work here?" It hovered over my uniform so I was a little embarrassed. They know I"m a college graduate so they"re definitely wondering why I work here as a waitress. "Yes. Come on and I'll join you in your room." I just stopped and started walking. "How are you hija? We haven't seen each other in a long time!" Tita said as they both followed me. "I'm fine." I answered and we entered together. "You're sitting down. What's your order?" I asked and handed them the menu. They said their orders which I immediately wrote down. "All right, just wait a few minutes and I will serve your orders later." I smiled at them and did not wait for their response. I went out and immediately handed the list of orders to my companion. "Lara, please serve the Villaflores couple. Jason has already served the couple's other orders." Jasmine said that I immediately nodded. "It's different Jasmine! Don't be me–" "All right, Lara. You took the orders so you can serve as well." I did nothing in the end and I was the one carrying the orders. "Here we go–" "Lucifer, son!" My mouth stopped uttering when the door opened and Lucifer entered there with no emotion on his face. "Mom, Dad." It greeted the parents and sat down. I was stunned and did not know what to do. Why is he here too? "I'm sorry, I'm late!" At once we turned to the owner of that voice. "Fiona, hija!" Aunt Luci calls Fiona. I know this woman very well. She's Fiona Meyer. He was Lucifer's classmate in college. "Hello Tita! Sorry, I'm late. It's just a bit of traffic." I could hardly breathe at the sight. Fiona was the bully with us then and I became one of the victims. I also remember Lucifer liking it. But since we are the ones in Lucifer's relationship, he was very angry with me back then. I glanced at the table and noticed that there were a lot of orders. That's why there are so many of them here with Lucifer. But what is Fiona doing here? "It's fine, hija. Come here, sit down." Tita Luci pointed again and at that moment Fiona turned her gaze to me. "Lara?" Aniya. I averted my eyes and turned to Lucifer. It was staring at me without emotion, so I just avoided it. "All right. I'm leaving–" "Hello babe! I'm sorry, I'm a little late. I just sent you here first because I can take a long time so it's okay that you haven't waited for me yet." What I was about to say was cut short when Fiona approached Lucifer and kissed him on the cheek. "It's fine." Lucifer answered sparingly and stood up to pull Fiona out of the chair. The witness frowned. What do they have? What does what I see mean? Why did Fiona call Lucifer a babe? Why did he kiss Lucifer on the cheek? Why is Fiona here? "Oh! You guys are so sweet!" It was there that all my questions were answered by what Tita Luci said. Fiona is Lucifer's girlfriend. They have a relationship ... "Yes Tita! I answered him right. Look at him! A sweet boyfriend to me." Fiona smiled and looked at me. I noticed his sarcastic grin on me as if to indicate that I was losing. Eventually, I silently came out and felt the pain. To be continued...