Chapter 12

I can't speak after my aunt said all that. I don"t know what to say.

Is it possible? Could what my aunt said be true? That Clyde has feelings for me but he doesn"t know what to do. If that's true, why does he even have to hurt me?

"I know you're confused hija, but why don't you try? Why don't you try to give Clyde a chance to feel and show how he really feels about you? You know, my son will suddenly change." It shrugged and stood up.

"Anyways, I will cook something for our lunch. Wanna help me?" Auntie asked with a smile. I immediately nodded and returned his smile. I also got up and my aunt and I went down to the kitchen together. We prepared the ingredients for my aunt's cooking until we started cooking our lunch. I didn"t see Clyde while we were cooking so I think it was in his room.

It was exactly twelve o'clock when my aunt and I finished cooking. I have already prepared the plates and spoon on the table. When I finished I said goodbye to my aunt.

"I'll just get dressed first." It nodded at what I said.

"Just call Clyde hija too, so the three of us can eat together." I was stunned by what my aunt said. I wanted to refuse but I just restrained myself. I'll just call him.

I immediately went upstairs and put on the duster first. I left the room and went to Clyde's. I stood in front of the door first and raised my hand. Am I going to knock? Eventually I knocked three times on its bedroom door. I waited a few seconds but it didn"t open. I took a deep breath and again gave three knocks on its door. I waited again a few seconds and it finally opened the door.

"What?" Its a serious question. There was no emotion on his face looking at me. I was immediately nervous and swallowed saliva.

"A-Ah ... I-I'm going to eat." I want to scold myself for stuttering.

"Okay." Answer it and again, we both stared at each other. When I could no longer cope I sneezed and turned away. I was about to leave when he suddenly grabbed my hand. I looked at him and this time, I saw the emotion fading in his eyes. It seemed tired and pleading.

"How's the check up?" I was stunned by his question and stared into his face. What?

"I want to know the result of the check up. How is it? How is ... our baby?" My chest throbbed at the last thing he said.

Our baby?

My heart was beating faster and faster. It's like ... satisfied with what I heard.

"Answer me, Nathania." I was taken back in a trance when he spoke again in a soft, gentle voice.

"A-Ah ... o-okay. H-Baby is healthy." My answer. It nodded and for the first time.

It smiled.

My eyes widened slightly and was surprised at what I saw.

Is what I saw true?

Clyde smiled? For the first time it smiled at me ?!

"Let's go. I'm hungry." He said and walked ahead.

IT WAS AFTERNOON when the helicopter returned and left with Aunt Eleanor. It left immediately for the reason that it had more to do. He said he would return and the next time his wife would be with him. I wanted him to stay here so that I could talk to someone but I couldn't. It still has important things to do and I don't want to be an obstacle.

I thought back to the scene between Clyde and me earlier. My heart pounded as I thought about it. He smiled at me. What does that mean? I watched the ocean and the gradual sunset. Why is it so beautiful to watch the sunset?

I stared at the stunning scenery in front of me. But suddenly someone sneezed behind me. I turned around and was so surprised to see Clyde standing in front of me carrying a glass of milk.

"I brought you milk. Mom said that you need to drink your milk because it's good for you and the baby." It slightly averted its gaze and handed me the glass. And again, my heart beat faster. I want to smile because it seems embarrassing as he speaks.

I reached for the milk and smiled. "S-Thank you ..." Maybe it deserves my smile now, right?

Why is Clyde acting like this now? I'm innovating! It seems to be kind ... a little.

I turned around and turned back to the sunset. I was staring at it, but my mind was on Clyde!

"May I join you?" I looked at it as it sat next to me. I was speechless and just stared at him sitting next to me. When he looked at me, I immediately averted my eyes from him.

"The sunset is very beautiful ..." Turan said.

I wonder what he does and says. What's wrong with you Clyde? Why are you like this?

I can't speak. I wanted to look at him but I stared at the sunset. Gradually it got darker. It's getting late. I don"t know how many minutes we sat side by side but didn"t keep quiet until darkness completely covered the sky. It's late.

I was distracted by its grip on my hand. I immediately turned to him. Even at night, I can see half of its face because of the moonlight.

"I ... I-I'm sorry ..." My eyes widened at what he said. His voice was weak but that was enough for me to hear!

"A-What?" I will ask. I can not believe. I can"t believe a Clyde Marcus Salvdore apologized!

"I ... I just r-realized ..." He averted his eyes from me and now he turned to the moon.

"I was wrong. I was wrong. Everything I did was wrong." It sighed.

"The first time I saw you, I was mesmerized by your beauty. Your nose, your eyes, your lips ... And then you became my maid. My parents gave you a scholarship because they know that you want to reach your dreams. I thought I was just feeling a simple attraction so I spent a few months. I forced myself to stay away from you. I don't pay attention to you because I don't like how I feel about you. But when I heard you talking to a maid, I was shocked to hear the things you said. The person you were talking to teased you and forced you to confess. He asked you if you liked me. And then suddenly, you said yes. You answered him yes, you like me. "But until now, I haven't noticed you. At that time, I wanted to celebrate. I smiled at the knowledge that you like me." It stopped and looked at me again.

"Since that day, I've been following you. I want to know what you're doing, where you are and who's with you. During those times ... I want to own you. I want to tell everyone that you ' re mine. But ... when your class is over, you go to a condominium building. There's a man with you. I found out you went in there. While my staff was announcing that, I wanted to get lost. I was angry. You, there's a companion. man. It's Spencer, right? You both went into a condo. What do you think I'll think? I thought he's your boyfriend. You two are the only ones in the condo, don't you think I won't think of obscene scenes? So I thought you're not a virgin anymore. I was so angry there. I was angry because you've always been together. If you act, it's like you're really engaged. I'm angry with you. Do I think you like me? But why are you with someone else? " I was nervous about what he said.

Why is he saying all this now?

"All I could think was, you like me. That you feel something for me. I thought, like other women who like a man, they would make a way for the man to notice them and for the two of them to be close. I thought you would make a way for them. so we can talk and be close. But I just thought that was all. I was wrong. Because you have someone else. " He sighed.

"So I planned something. I'm so desperate to own you so I forced you to have sex with me. I really thought that you're not a virgin anymore. I was so rough on you that time. I was evil. But then ... I was wrong again. You're a virgin. I just took the most precious thing to you. But even if you're mad at me, I am so thankful. Because I was wrong, you're still a virgin. Celebrating my mood at that time. I was your first. I was the one who took your virginity. After that, I heard you talking to manang Amy. You said you want to leave. You begged. You want to run and escape. You shouted at me, so I knew you were mad at me. And when you mentioned that man's name. , I was even more angry. How dare you say the name of that man while I was with you ?! So I threatened you. But you chose to leave. You ran away. But you thought you could run away from me? I d id everything. Even if the result is you just get even angrier with me. I offered you to be my slave. A sex slave. I know that was the dumbest thing that I did. I was so desperate! I want you to be mine only! I owned you! You're mine! And because of that, now you hate me. "His grip tightened on my hand.

"You're even more angry with me. I can't let you down! Why can't you just give up and be mine? Why can't you just ... be mine? We had sex for several times until I planned on something again . I ... planned on making you pregnant. I want to get you pregnant. Do you remember when you suddenly lost your pills? Because I took them. I threw them all away and I made sure you got pregnant. And look at you now ... you ' re pregnant. "

"I know I've been a big fool to you. So that night you begged me to let you go. I didn't let you. If you thought you were the only one hurting then I was too! Imagine, the girl you want to own is begging you to set her free? To let her go? I can't, Nathania. I can't let you go. Because if I will, I think I will die. " It touched both sides of my head.

"I'm sorry Nathania. I'm sorry for all the things that I've done to you! I'm sorry for everything! I want to change myself now. I don't want to be an evil anymore, now that we ' re having a child. I want to earn your forgiveness. I'm tired of being like this. II don't w-want to see you mad at me anymore ... I w-want to change. I w-want to c-change for you and for our baby. B-Because Nathania .... I d-don't want to l-lose you again. B-But ... "It withdrew the hands that were on my head.

"But i-if you don't want me in your life anymore ... if you're t-tired of me. I ... I w-will let you g-go. I ... will set you f -free. I don't want to f-force you anymore, Nathania. Because I r-realized ... this feelings that I have for you is not just an a-attraction. I-It's because .... I love you, Nathania. " And for the first time, its tears flowed.

I CAN'T stop my heart from beating so fast and loud. I just can't believe that the demon 'Clyde Marcus Salvadore' just confessed. He confessed to me!

I can"t understand how it feels at these times. Worst, he said he loves me! It's like I want to pass out but run. I can"t accept to see a man like Clyde who hurt me so much cry.

I felt it grab my hand and squeeze it. "Nathania ..."

His eyes are red. She was obviously in tears.

"Please give me a chance. I swear, I will be good to you now. I promise I won't hurt you anymore. Just please, please give me a chance to prove my self and my love to you." My heart was beating even faster. Can't believe it.

I looked into his eyes carefully. "I-I love you?" I will ask.

He immediately nodded. "Yes!"

I blinked and looked away from him again. "W-When else?" I moved a little farther.

He didn"t answer right away and touched my chin. I turned to him and our eyes met again.

"Since the day that I met you, Nathania. I love you since you came into my life." And then he pressed his lips to mine.

My heart started to beat so fast again. I don't know, but I just found myself kissing him back. I just realized that my heart was beating so fast because of the great joy it felt. It was fun to hear from Clyde. It's fun because ... we both feel the same way. He loves me, and I love him. We're same. The feeling is mutual.

I felt his hand caressing my belly. His lips left mine and then he licked my earlobe using his tongue.

"I miss you, Nathania ..." He whispered.

It slowly laid me down on the sand and landed on top of me. His two elbows are stuck in the sand so he can't run over me.

"I f-cking miss you." He stopped licking my earlobe. We stared at each other and I can see lust in his eyes.

He cupped my breast and he gently massaged it. I still have my duster but I can really feel his hand touching my breast. He brought his face close to my neck and I felt his tongue there. My lips parted and I'm starting to feel the heat.

It kept massaging my chest until it dropped to my stomach. He even caressed my stomach for a few seconds. His tounge traveled down to my collarbone, until he reached my breasts. While his hand is also going between my thighs. And because I was just dusted, it immediately went to my femininity.

"Oh ..." I moaned when he touched me down there.

It laughed softly and took off my wearing duster. It immediately saw my breasts because I no longer wore a bra, since I was pregnant.

"Yellow huh?" It depends on the color of my panties.

My cheeks warmed and averted my gaze. "That's what I want to wear." He laughed softly again and brought his body closer to me again.

"I asked the doctor if it's okay to have sex while you're pregnant and she said yes. As long as you're safe and if you can still manage to do it." It grinned which widened my eyes.

"You asked that ?!"

He nodded. "Yep!"

"You're stupid-" I didn't finish when he kissed me again.

"Just shut up babe and let me make you scream and moan in so much pleasure." It completely stripped off my wearing panty and touched my femininity.

I groaned and then I bit my lowerlip. I started to writhe and squirm when he caressed my womanhood. I started to get aroused.

He kissed my lips passionately. I gasped. He took that oppurtunity to enter his tounge on my mouth.

His lips traveled to my neck again, he licked my neck and he left a hickey. I feel it because of its absorption and bite. "This hickey means that you're mine." He whispered in a husky voice.

"Oohh ..." I felt his finger on my clit.

And then, he entered one finger inside my womanhood.

"Oh Clyde!" I shouted.

"Sh*t!" He cursed and he started to move his finger in and out so fast.

It stopped and withdrew its finger. She pressed her face to my femininity and I felt the heat of her breath there that only made it even hotter. And then the next I knew, his lips touched my wetness. His tongue started to lick and suck it.

"Ohh! Ahh sh't, Clyde! Y-Yes!" I moaned. I was overwhelmed by the taste of what it was doing.

"Y-Yes! Yes!" I don"t know where to turn my head. The nails on my hand were buried in the sand.

He continued to lick, suck and pleasure my wetness until I can feel that I'm about to cum.

"Oh Clyde! All right ..." It accelerated what was being done until I felt, that I was close. He accelerated until I felt my orgasm. He licked and tasted my orgasm. I looked tired at him as he stood up.

He removed his clothes exposing his vline and his sexy body in front of me. It knelt down in front of me again. He parted and spread my legs.

"I love this. Sex in the sand." He smirked and he gently entered me. I can feel his bulge. I can feel his erection inside me. I can feel his long and big manhood inside my wetness.

I started to shout and moan again when he started to thrust deeper and faster. We both moaned in pleasure. Only the waves of the sea, insects chirping at night, and our grunts can be heard on this island. The two of us drowned each other in the very familiar sensation caused by what we were doing.

No fatigue and several times of intercourse accumulated between the two of us until our bodies could no longer cope. Several times it claimed me until we got bored. I wanted to laugh because the few hours we had sex we were just in the sand. We did not decide to enter the house and continue there. We weren't worried that anyone would see because we were the only two in this place.

When we were both tired we just stretched out and hugged each other. He smiled at me and hugged me tightly.

"I love you, Nathania ..." He whispered, just smiling at me.

"I love you too, Clyde."

To be continued...