I Want to Look at Myself in the Mirror

Before Professor Yahir left, he found a nurse to take care of Hazel and to monitor her physical condition in case it dwindled. The nurse's name was Vivienne, and she was a member of the research institute. When she met Hazel, she couldn't stop talking about how Hazel persuaded Professor Yahir and even threatened him to get involved in the experiment by slitting her wrist. As she babbled on, she looked at Hazel with admiration. She felt that Hazel's love was as vigorous as a fire. And she longed for such fiery love herself. She was sure that the love between Hazel and her husband was as passionate and hot as a flame as if even their souls were in love. Hearing that, Hazel did not interrupt Vivienne nor deny her assumptions but simply smiled, allowing herself to be immersed in the vitality and aspiration of the youth. This was nothing but the difference between the mindset and the understanding of life. The enthusiastic youngsters had their purest pursuit of love. However, she did not wa