Chapter25:Dainy

Thirteen months ago The flutters in my stomach work a mile a minute. When I heard the rumors going around school today my ears ringed and burned with the stories. I spent math period going through why I should see Reagan and ways it could go wrong, so wrong. Reagan was an Orniel, famous for his temper. Since SABASTIAN left, I admit that I avoided Reagan. I blamed it all on him, I guess. If he had liked me, if he had noticed me then maybe, just maybe I wouldn't have had those months with Sabastian. I wouldn't have the memories of his hands as they dug into my skin. The taste of his lips on my lips whenever he felt like. ‘Just because' he'd say before he devoured me. If Reagan saw me more than his neighbor, I wouldn't have the hollowness I feel now that Sabastian Delroy is gone. If Reagan had just noticed the way I used to look at him when he smiled, Sabastian Delroy never would've destroyed me. So yes, I blamed him ‘cause now as I stood in front of his door banging on it, whilst I