Chapter19:Dainy

"I don't know that Dainy, how the fuck am I suppose to know that. I left Liston Hills with the intention of finding my girl waiting for me when I got back, yet I came back and she isn't even mine, how long did it take you to forget us Dainy? Two months, two weeks, nah, I wasn't so important, maybe it was seconds was it Dainy, was it just fucking seconds, all those nights in my arms, is that all it came down too." There are moments when stupidity wars at reasoning and truth precipitates anger. Then there are moments like this, where rage and hurt overpowers any sensibility. I get up from my demeaning position and slap him across the face, screaming, "You left me! I begged you to stay, I begged you." And I'm proud of my strong voice holding steady as I storm past his angry gaze toward the back part of the cabin, toward the kitchen because I'm seconds from breaking, from falling at the weight pulling me down, wanting me to surrender to him. "What are we doing here Dainy?" He asks, pro