Chapter 75

　　I felt happy, so i kissed her on the lips. Then i carried her to my bed. 　　There's a lot of feelings i felt during that time, especially longing. I longed for her most of the time, that i almost went insane. Having her beside me right now pushes eveything aside, i don't care what we did or she did in the past. Right now feels so fucking right. 　　I can feel her emotions. 　　I don't know what's she thinking right now. But what she's feeling right now fucking hurts, as if my heart was being torn apart in pieces. She kissed me once again, and i responded passionately. 　　She pulled away. "You look so thin, and tired." Her hand on my cheek. 　　I held her hand. "I.. couldn't sleep or digest anything these days. Missing you is really killing me." 　　She chuckles. "I'm sorry." Her eyes full of sorrow. 　　"Don't be, you're here. I don't know what's happening but please don't .. leave." I pleaded, my eyes staring at her in desperation. "Not again." 　　"I'm sorry." 　　I lowly growled. "No." My eye dar