Chapter 177 A Deeper Check and A Mess

If Mo Xuetong had not been rational and knew that she was in her room and that it was late at night, she would have started yelling. Her voice was full of pain and resentment, as well as indescribable despair. She said, "Why must I be the one to accept it when they try to hurt me again and again? Why can't I fight back just once? Isn't that ridiculous? I thought that I could seek revenge and get payback for the hurt that they caused me. Don't you think I've overestimated myself? You are high above all and you will never understand why people down here like me have such thoughts. Is this reason sufficient?!" She reached out forcefully wanting to prop herself up. She ignored the pain in her hands. It did not hurt her much. Her heart felt as if it had been torn open and all her old wounds were revealed. It was only after her heart had been torn and tattered and covered in blood did she realize that it was not that she did not hurt. She had hidden the pain deep down inside. The