Chapter 36

36: Worthless << . Sophia. >> I sigh in content as I lay in bed. I don’t know what it is. But I am feeling a strange bliss right now. I literally cannot remember when was the last time I had sex—this intense—with someone. It’s been a long-long time. I went on dates and made out with men. But sex itself — it’s been long. M walks away from me, and I hear a click of the bathroom door. I grin like a fool and slide the blindfold above my eyes. How long will we play this game? Will we divorce each other without even seeing one’s faces? No, I decide, I would like to see him. Not now, because I’m enjoying this. But later—I would like to see his face. I turn on my back and wince at the tingling sensation. My body is warm at spots where he spanked and flogged me. It wasn’t too hard. Each blow was calculated. Was the sex intense because I was flogged for the first time? Or is it because M knows how to use his tools? I come out of my reverie with a sound behind the bathroom door. I slide the blind