I Don't Want To Quarrel With You

"He's your cousin! You ruined his life, and you made him live a worse life than death. You're really... too bad." James took a deep breath and said with red eyes, "I knew he was my cousin, so I stopped. How many times do I have to tell you so that you can believe me? If I am really so bad, I wouldn't feel so guilty and uncomfortable." He wiped his face and added, "Yeah, maybe I look very calm on the surface, but do I have to tell everyone about my guilt and self-blame? Yeah, maybe his life was really changed because of my mistake, but do you think I am not sad?" When he learned that Xavier couldn't get married because of that matter, he blamed himself even more. But what could he do? He couldn't do anything. He wanted to cheat himself and continue to live his own life, but it seemed that she didn't want to give him such a chance. Although she couldn't accept this matter for the time-being, how could she say those words to him?  Hearing this, Elizabeth felt extremely grieved. She presse