How Can I Bear To Be Angry With You?

Standing at the bedroom door, Lydia suddenly became a little timid. She raised her hands a few times but didn't have the courage to open the door.  This kind of feeling reminded her of the days when they were dating in their youth. However, whenever she thought about those days, she felt a little annoyed. Since they met each other, he had always humoured and tolerated her. Even if she had gone too far sometimes, he would apologize to her and coax her every time! Although he was cold to others, he was obedient to her. She just blamed him that day. If he got angry just because of this... she really looked down on him! Although she thought so, the nervousness in her heart didn't fade away. However, she had to enter the room. Both James and Elizabeth lived in the house. If she had a quarrel with John, how embarrassing would it be if Elizabeth knew it? Moreover, she would give Elizabeth a surprise later, so they should gather together happily. Alas! She decided to listen to Jimmy. Since Joh