Chapter 474

Her nights were spent tossing and turning in her bed because she couldn’t get comfortable without him beside her. She missed seeing him smile and hearing him laugh. She missed watching him work and the way he said her name. She missed his kisses and the little incidental touches. And she missed orgasms. God, did she miss those? When she did manage to fall asleep her brain would take her on a tour of Jake’s greatest orgasms and she would wake gasping for breath with her core tight and aching for release. A self-induced-totally-for-medicinal-purposes-only orgasm did not do anything to relieve the deep ache inside her. With everything else crashing down around her, at least she had been able to find work. She set up an office in Devi’s living room and managed to get a few jobs as a virtual assistant, which allowed her to work from home and keep an eye on Devi while earning enough money so she didn’t have to dip into her savings. Even though her whole belief in love was shaken, her need to