CLARA

#Chapter45 CLARA Twenty years ago… I know I didn’t have Samuel to myself for too long but not having him at all felt like a pain in my gut. And I may seem overdramatic but it is the truth. For the first few nights when we didn’t meet, I could feel the pain manifesting physically in my body through a spike in body temperature, excessive fatigue, and muscle pains. If I had been feeling better, I would have rejoiced at the idea that these withdrawal-like symptoms only happen when you spend time apart from your potential mate, like I’m being forced to do. I wanted to know how he was feeling. Was he sick like I was? Was his body missing me like my body was missing him? I didn’t know and to be honest, I was worried that I might not like the answer. After all, Samuel had his pregnant girlfriend to worry about. I’m sure I wasn’t even on his radar anymore. I’m sure that very soon, we’ll be having a pack meeting to announce the good news of expecting the potential alpha-in-line. I was so d