A Suicide

"Did that fella named Bob leave?" Carroll asked. I looked at him with curiosity. "Why are you so hostile to him?" "Does he deserve my hostility?" Carroll leaned over and pinched my face. "With red eyes, you look more like a little rabbit." "I hate you!" From the day I met Carroll, I looked like all kinds of animals in his eyes.  A pig, a puppy, a kitten, and now a rabbit... It seemed my size decreased all the time, and Carroll didn't bother to hide the passion and desires in his eyes gradually.  After a quick shower in the bathroom, Carroll reappeared in the linen clothes.  This casual attire impressed me with different feelings, as Carroll often wore suits.  Resting my chin on my palms, I looked at Carroll in a daze. "Look at you! Many girls will fall for you." "Look at you! Many boys will fall for you." Sitting opposite me, Carroll held my hands. "I went to the pine forest you mentioned. It's beautiful and magnificent." My eyes were full of surprise. "Did you? Isn't it beautiful? Gra