Who Was She?

The clown walked onto the stage and had a clumsy dance there.  Soon, the huge meat grinder rose slowly. As the light on the roof lit up, the audience found a person tied to the cross. Blue bubble sleeves, white jeans, and white canvas shoes! There was a big blue bowknot on her high ponytail. Was that... me? However, I was in the costume, then who was that girl in the air? Right then, the victim above seemed to struggle. The audience became excited. They became thrilled about the exciting show. Carroll, that was not me! Tears flowed down my cheeks and stopped at the tape on my mouth. Jason suddenly stood up, but Carroll forced him to sit down.  Carroll's voice came. "Your last chance. Tell me, what do you want?" Then came the voice of the bear. "What do I want? It depends on what you will offer, Mr. Carroll. "What I want is simple. What's more important to you, the girl or the wealth?" There was a earphone in my ear, so I could hear the conversation between Carroll and the bear. Now, my