Chapter 16 Amanda again

I receive a message from my husband, precisely that night he was presented with something in the security of the company that required his supervision all night: "See you tomorrow dear, I have to solve something with security, I love you." I reached to feel as if a slight pain in my chest appeared, but it was instantaneous, the good feelings for him should have changed, they should have disappeared a long time ago, it wasn't necessary for years to pass before he realized what a bad person he is. That night I was going to relax, so I called my friend Tamara, I wanted to have a few drinks, I was scared of the kind of woman I was becoming, because I never went out, I never went out of the house except with my husband, and there I was, wanting to break free like I was eighteen again. I type my friend's number; it was still early so I would ask her out. "Hi baby how are you? What a miracle. To what do I owe the pleasure of your call?" Tamara answers me. "Tammy! How are you friend? I wa