Chapter 60

MAY. I’d scream right now if I could. I’m doing this. Shit, I’m actually doing this. Sex. Ethan rises from the edge of the bed, lifting me with him, and I’ve never felt so small, so fragile in my life. He twists, placing gently on my back and he stops kissing me for long enough to ask, “If you don’t want to, say the word and I’ll return to my room right now.” I bite my lower lip nervously. Am I sure I’m ready to have sex with Ethan? No, I’m not, but do I want him to keep kissing me and teasing me with the hardness between his legs? Yes, I do. I don’t have the words yet to describe the ache I feel down there. It’s frustrating, but I want more of it. “I don’t know what I want,” I admit. “But…I like it when you kiss me.” He chuckles softly. “You’re the most honest woman I’ve come across, May. It’s refreshing.” I blush furiously, unable to look him in the eye, but he pinches my chin between his thumb and his index finger, forcing my gaze to his. “Anything you feel uncomfortable with,